...Out there that want to help a disabled former lifeguard now homeless person that needs head gaskets replaced on his broken down car. I don't need a handout I need a @#$! loan or nice mechanic that takes monthly payments. I lost my career, family, home, faith and sanity from $3 million in medical bills that bankrupted me and my family. I'm a decent human being not a drug addict, criminal or bum. I'm in Dana Point leaking oil everywhere. Please for the love of God help with a loan!